I've been keeping up the routine of getting out of Quito on the weekends and this time it was a little trip to the beach with some friends! (the same people with whom I ran the 10K)
With Jillian, Luis, and Pablo--on our way to la Isla del Amor! (Thanks to Jillian, for the photo) There are more on Facebook. |
Teaching is continuing to go well, and I hope I am improving. Because it is all new to me, I'm learning as I go--and all of my ideas for improvement are in retrospect. For the students' sake, I wish I were perfect...but, they seem happy enough. And as I literally just finished grading their exams today, I am pleased to say the class averages are not too shabby. Still, in the next cycle of teaching, I know I will be better prepared!
I am getting accustomed to my daily schedule and I so enjoy having time to organize my life, shop for food, cook said food, have friends over for movies, meals, and games, carve out time for reading, and especially, for daily Mass. The church I found last week, Iglesia de Santo Tomás Aquino, has Mass in the mornings at 7 and 8. I am so glad! Today I calculated the walk: it takes about 15 minutes to get there at a rapid pace and 10 or 12 to get back. It's a drastic uphill climb there, so I arrive fairly winded. It's worth every step, though. And every day I challenge myself physically at this altitude is a small victory--I cannot wait to run back at sea level! It's going to be the easiest thing ever.
I haven't been here for quite a month...and yet, I feel grounded and well-connected. Amidst the myriad blessings like that, I can't help but remember my utter transience. I mean in both the grand scheme of things, of course, and in my time in Ecuador. We're but a mist, and here in Quito, I'm like a molecule of a droplet of mist. I'm only spending one brief year of my life here! (As far as I know, of course. Everyone does say "but what if you fall in love?"...not planning on it, people. I am going to be 100% rational all of the time...ha. ha.)
If I get too caught up thinking about the brevity of life--I can be robotic and rational, surprise, surprise--I question the value of making friends, investing myself here, etc. Then, I realize I'm an imbecile...and I immediately invite people over to my house to feed them delicious food and continue cultivating our relationships. Each day is an opportunity to strive toward perfecting myself to God's glory and to the greater, purer enjoyment of this life. If the friends I make and the situations I face aid me in that--wonderful! And more than viewing them as mere opportunities to better myself, each person is a marvelous creation and adds a facet of the Creator's beauty to my life. I only hope I can pour out some love into their lives.
Maybe I will share a lot of myself with friends here. Maybe I will learn a great deal about their joys, sorrows, and aspirations. And maybe we will be in contact for only 1/80 of my life--but if we share just a bit of life's truth, beauty, and goodness, then that one-eightieth is of infinite value.
And now, off I go to talk with twelve souls about the good, the true, the beautiful, and English!
Also, I wish this made as much sense as I wanted it to. Alas, make of it what you will.
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As it seems you already know from your blogging, don't shut shut people out because of your short time. After 20+ years in the military and 11 moves (2 of them after 1 year or less), I say make the investment. After a 4 year stint with a very close friend we parted ways and I was broken hearted. Kids the same age, same values, same likes....you know. So I vowed that at the next place I wouldn't let myself do that again - become vulnerable - it was too hard. Well, it was the worst three years in terms of friendships. I was lonely, 3000 miles away from family and just plain sad! I then vowed never to do that again!! HA! I do have to say that each move broke my heart, but I have to remember I would have never had the pleasure of knowing my friends if I hadn't take the time. I will take the sadness from missing them over the loneliness of never knowing them any day. But it looks as if you figured that out already. Just thought I would give my 2 cents!
Keep writing!!
XO Sue Gile
Hi Sue, thanks so much for your input! I really appreciate your thoughts--I am glad to be confirmed in the 'insanity' of sharing my life and investing in others, whether it be a brief stay somewhere or not! Thanks again! I'll welcome your two cents every time!
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